Blech...
I haven't been in my jewelry studio in over three weeks. I'm scared. I think my jewelry sucks and that no one will ever buy it. I'm afraid they'll compare me to Small Things Designs, or that my pieces won't be as well made, or unique. The pieces tarnish, and I don't know how to keep them from doing so, then I get afraid that the customer will be pissed off. I wish I new better techniques, and all I do is look at OTHER jewelry sites, wishing mine were as good, unique, original, well made as others'. I'm broke, too. I can't afford a photographer right now. So I'm thinking about making a light box. But then I don't have a good camera, so what would be the use. And I don't have photo imaging software. And I can't get a good logo up on Etsy because I no longer have Photoshop because I had to erase everything from my computer so I lost it and it was a friend's in San Marcos so I can't get it back onto my computer unless I want to go all the way down there to do it. Like I have time. And I'm running out of silver and I have no money to buy more. And I want these business cards but what for? I can't even get images taken to put on Etsy to sell anything. Blech. I suck. And I need chain, orginal chain for the other pendants but I don't have money to buy it. And Sean wants to go skiing and I'm afraid I won't be able to because I'm trying to save for Spain. And silver. And chain. And now maybe a good camera. And photoshop. And a graphic design class at ACC. I'm going to eat my pot roast and homemade rolls now. Eating on my feelings helps. Sigh...
