Grrrr!!!

I am not nice today. I'm grouchy, and irritable, and nasty. I say mean things to hurt people and I don't care. Well, okay, the truth is, I do care, I just don't feel like pretending to be nice. So I'm letting myself be nasty, passive aggressive and mean. So there.

When my wedding day comes, here is what I want to do: wake up, have my coffee and orange juice with my b-12, and maybe a Kashi TLC peanut butter bar. Throw my hair in a pony tail and go get a massage (I had one this afternoon and it was fabulous - well, not fabulous but it felt good). Then I want to head over to the Bake House for a BIG breakfast of pancakes and scrambled eggs, then back home to shower. I can't check into my San Jose Hotel room until 3 (which sucks), so I guess I'll just have to get ready as much as I can here at the house. I guess I could then check into the hotel room and THEN make my way to Wild Basin...and let the fun begin! I vow NOT to try to fix ANYone and let whoever wants to help me, do so. (yeah, right!)

So I've made these little tags to tie to the fans Dad brought over from Spain. I'll try to get an image of the fan if I get a chance! We talked to Jeffery Lynd from Zax today (our caterer). I just LOVE his wife! She has a very calming personality and I needed that. I realized today that I really need more women around me. How can I get that? CHRISTINE!!