Nauseous..

Even since week 5 1/2, I have had nausea all during the day. It will not go away. I've tried eating something in bed before I get out, only to find that makes it a little worse. Crackers don't do it for me anymore, and the "cravings" I had at week 6/7 have gone away and now the only thing I crave is to not be nauseous. Period. I hate women who've never experienced this during pregnancy and I love and pity those who have during the entire pregnancy. I salute those ladies, oh yes I do. They (all the experienced mommies out there) tell me it will pass but I just can't imagine this ever going away right now. I feel like this is how I'm going to feel for the rest of my life because I've felt like this for three-plus weeks now!

What has tasted good:
Ice Cream, especially pecans, pralines and cream.
Rotisserie chicken with plain white rice.
Pasta salad.
Keebler Club Crackers with pepper jack cheese.
Doritos. Yes, Doritos. I haven't eaten those in years.

I just want all this to pass so I can get excited about having a baby. I don't even want to read any baby books or plan a baby's room or pick out a name, because right now, being pregnant sucks. I just want to be spoon fed and bathed, like a baby myself, really. Is that too much to ask?